Friday, February 19, 2010

Origin Story

One of the most fundamental purposes of art (if art can be said to have a purpose) is communication.

First, some background.

Cut to the distant past (somewhere in the 1990’s):

I have been trying to figure out my place in the "art world" for a while now. 

When I was in high school, I believed that any art that was not Realism was garbage. When I got to college, I was going to learn the techniques of the Masters™. Salvador Dali and his hyperrealist manner were what I idolized. This is what I wanted. I was going to train to become an illustrator. Millions would see my amazing art! I was going to single-handedly SAVE ART!!!

And as with all things that teenagers believe, it was bullshit and I was horribly, horribly wrong.

I did go to art school and in addition to learning classical realism, I also learned about, well, all of the other things that make art so wonderful; the beauty of abstraction, the pure vibrancy of color-field paintings and I think there was something about sculpture as well.

I learned to appreciate the conversation and translation that occurs between concept and execution. “Why is this particular idea best executed through photography and not a drawing? Oh, that’s why! I get it now!”

And I did achieve my goal to become as technically proficient as possible. Even though I figured out that it was not the-be-all-end-all of artistic expression, it was still something I wanted to learn. The problem was that I sacrificed all content in my art to the whims of my technical ability. If I couldn't accurately represent an idea I had, I didn't bother. “Hey wouldn’t it be a great idea to draw a hand dressed up as a sailor for this assignment? Oh wait, I can’t draw hands. Never mind.” *Draws another picture of the back of someone’s head*

Over time, with much practice, my work finally became technically good. But since I had for so long limited the content of my art to what I felt I could reasonably represent, my art lacked any interesting content. And if you are keeping score, that makes for some boring art.


Cut to the distant future (2008):

One afternoon my wife sent me a text message telling me about a radio show on WNYC that she thought I’d really like. That show was Radiolab. It’s a show about science that is very creatively produced. The hosts of the show are genuinely curious about all the topics that they cover and they have great experts on to explain those topics in detail.

I was at work at the time, so I went over to one of the computers and downloaded the most recent episode and I immediately fell in love. I devoured all of the episodes available for download. But I wanted more. I wanted more science! I went into iTunes and looked at the Science and Medicine podcasts that were available. I downloaded a few random shows and went back to work. That was the day I found The Skeptics Guide to the Universe. It was episode #147 with special guest Martin Rundkvist.

They made fun of Postmodernism.

*Love*

I had really liked science as a kid. I did well in all of my science classes throughout school and I even took a molecular biology class in college that I really enjoyed. It wasn’t until I began listening to all of these new found science podcasts that my love for the subject had been rekindled. And the more I listened to these shows, the more I became acquainted with the communities that surround these podcasts. The good folks who make up these communities are the science promoters, the skeptics, doctors, teachers, scientists and the uncounted amateurs and enthusiasts. The focus of their collective attention is the promotion of science and rational thought.

This, I have decided, is what I want to do and where I want to be.

I had struggled for years to find the balance in my artwork; what do I want to say and do I have the capability to say it?

Now I can answer ‘Yes’ to both of these questions.

And that is why I started this blog. I want to use my art to aid in the promotion of science and critical thinking. It’s a small thing I know, but it’s something that I can do.

4 comments:

  1. I was really into art from childhood until the end of High School. I actually went to an art HS but after graduating something happened and I lost something. I envy you a lot because art was always my passion. Ten years later and I am still struggling to get that back. I just finished illustrations on a childrens book about the life cycle of the Monarch Butterfly but in my heart I just didn't "feel" it and I know they aren't that great among the art world. :-/

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  2. I think it's really great that you went to an arts HS; that you have that background. When I finished school, I didn't touch a paintbrush for a long, long time after. I was burnt out, had nothing to say, etc. But after time, a long time, it all started to come back. I think it's great that you went for it and did illustrations for a children's book, even if you weren't feeling it. You still accomplished something. And it doesn't matter if you don't think they're that 'great among the artworld', I don't like a lot of the stuff I make, but I like to look at every single artwork as practice... never-ending practice.
    You should keep going. Try and draw a few times a week, even if it's just a little sketch. That's what keeps me going.

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  3. You're probably right. I was seriously burnt out as well after school -- I HATE doing art for somebody else and in school that's what it felt like. I was actually almost contracted to do another book, but in the end I decided not to. This was a MAJOR decision on my part and it is a sore spot even now but I think it was the best decision. I think in order to be happy with art again I have to mess around and play again with my OWN ideas. I just started something in oil and I am hoping it will be my "me" piece. It's almost like a present for myself. No pressure, no time frame. It could take me three days (ok, maybe not three days when working oil, lol) or three decades -- I just want it to be for me. We'll see how it goes, lol. It's very much science based with a little fantasy thrown in. I'll post it on my blog if I ever get around to finishing it :-P

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  4. Excellent! Can't wait to see it.

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